The Fatigue Wears

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH KHALIL! I SMSED YOU AT 1 AM SAUDI TIME. SORRY COS I SET MY ALARM AT 5 BUT WOKE UP AT 6, THE WORLD AND LIFE IS UNFAIR, WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

Went for Baybeats yesterday. I met Desmond and well, his friend there. Then, he used me as a photo boy. I hate you man. Please don't hurt me anymore, my heart is broken into a million pieces! Haha, right.

Well I only watched two bands yesterday, like some fucking PeekShow and FORCE VOMIT! Force Vomit was awesome, damn hyped up and up beat. The crowed was overpopulated by mats though. Mats who kept fainting due to all their moshing and crowd surfing or something. The other band was pants, not worth talking about. Oh, I saw my malay teacher at the first show, but she was like with her boyfriend or something so I didn't go up to her, just said HELLOOOOOOOOO (not exactly), from afar.

Okay well then afterwards I went to Simpang Bedok to eat and stuff and then like it was 11 but it felt like fucking 2. So I was like sleepy already, and I was like FUCK! how am I gonna stay awake till 5 to SMS Nadiah?! But in the end I tried to alarm myself to wake up anyway. Yeah then I fell asleep.

And slept for 13 hours. 13 hours is not so bad, once, I slept for 17 hours. But it was good overall, my dreams were good. And mind you I don't ever have erotic dreams, just weird ones. But the weird ones are cool though, they give me a sense of.. whatever the fuck. You don't have to know.

I'm not gonna upload photos of yesterday because I'm a secretive, low profile person. YOU WILL NEVER SEE MY FACE BECAUSE I LIVE IN COMMUNIST SOVIET UNION. HA! Go suck a fuck, stalkers. I wanna wanna watch Donnie Darko again.

Nadiah had a good birthday and I feel fucking happy for her, and jealous, cos I'm not a girl and like guys don't give a shit to do nice things for other guys on their birthdays cos utlimately, we are all douche silos. But Nadiah had a good birthday, and I'm really really happy for her because her happiness, is my happiness. And her pain, is my happiness, but I don't tell her because wait she will cut herself to make me happy :) then if she dies, I will be sad because there's no more happiness. So it's paradoxical, but I'd rather not think about it. Point is, she's happy :)

FUCK, sleepy. I wanna talk to Nadiah and Nazreen and like other people, but I'm so fucking sleepy, I could fucking pay someone to keep my eyes open. OH and I watched Momento today, it was good. I love psychological thrillers. Okay, Nadiah better not kill me her window is blinking and I'm not doing anything about it. I'm coming!

From U.S.S.R. with love,

Vladimir Suckmeov